Outwards and Inwards
I'm scared of being destroyed,
and scared of showing my weakness
I don't show it on my face,
I awkwardly laugh;
but it pains me,
it's unsightly,
it's miserable...
With all these lies I've painted on,
the dirt will never wash away
There was enough kindness that I wouldn't be hurt,
but even that...
is going away...
My feelings can't turn into words
as they're moved from inside to out...
I laugh,
but in my heart,
I'm really crying...
It's so sad...
You're always so pleasant
whenever you talk to me
Your innocent appearance illuminates your heart;
it's so bright,
I can't even
see anything else...
I've always been this way;
despite people's kindness,
I was lonesome,
and I couldn't even notice anymore...
I was always moping,
but still you were there,
holding my hand
so tight,
sure to never let me go...
I wanted you to think I was a kind person,
so I lied yet again...
But your innocence peered into my heart,
and saw the real me...
"Smile! Laugh! I understand, so everything will be fine..."
Your gentle words stuck right into my chest,
and so I cried...
I'm so glad...
Lyrics/Composition Scop
Art/Video Mina
Outwards and Inwards